can't identifying

it is so difficult for me,i don't know what is true and what is truly.

maybe i live in the lie longtime, it let me tired and let me can't identifying what is what?!

so i still chose live in the lie, the lie is make by myself.

but why i do that?

i don't know! maybe it is not a lie, maybe i need believe you and my lie.

but maybe i am wait someone, he can take me out in my lie.