i wish i can do!

i can draw any line in my paper, before.
it is free and easyly.
i can enjoy it in any time, even i am tire or sick.
i can control it in my life.
i know what kinds of color in there, i know what shape i need, i know what feeling i want!
but now...
i can't control what do they want?
i can't know how bast i can do!
i am always try... hard try.
please do that brilliant for myself.
i wish i can do that, until the day i arrive!

(the pics form my little sister!)